i feel so fat
and huge and nasty. i hate eating. i hate food but i still continue to consume shit.
i want to be tiny and be able to just be scooped up and held and to wear things that fit perfectly and hang loosely and beautifully.
i will not eat tomorrow
i hate my body
(Source: modellove)
i’m back! sorry i have been away for an eternity.
to catch you up:
currenty 145 lbs
i want so badly to be thin. i dont want to be hungry anymore! not just that, but i dont want to eat when i am bored anymore. and I WONT!!!
back = broken (as of last tuesday night.. or was it wednesday morning?)
anyway, thats why i havent been posting a lot recently. promise i will try to be back soon.
dont ever ever ever go cliff diving. especially off of 60 or 70 foot cliffs. it is BEYOND not worth it.
waist, waist, waist.
i want to be her.
legs, WAIST, arms.
